February 21, 2008

First blog. ever. besides the one i made for class last night, but that doesn't count because... because i did it for class. So i've put off making a blog because i'm deathly afraid that i will stop writing in my journals, but i decided that that will not be the case as i will only allow myself to post online once a week. this probably will not continue to be the case once i am slowly brainwashed by the ease of technology, but frankly, i don't have a computer with me all that often, so the journal will still come in handy. besides, posting every day would mean that i have to have something to write about every day, and that is questionable.
So, I was going to do this sunday but i've watched two online hour and a half lectures in a row and i needed an easy activity to do while my brain unhinges itself from the roof of my skull. So this is it. Who knows if this will actually be a consistent thing... I guess time will tell my true blogging colors.
What do you do after creating a blog? Probably email your mom and tell her the website so she can check up on you when you forget to call, right? I'll add that to my to do list.
Dr's appointment in omaha this morning... went better than i thought it would. two new medicines, so that's exciting- i'm also weaning off of two old medicines, so i won't be taking copious amounts of drugs (but i will be taking more than the average person, which is fine, i mean, after all i do have a disease or two...) I'm excited about these new drugs though (despite their slight correlation to cancer...but what doesn't cause cancer now-a-days...) simply because i'm sick of taking...trying to take...pentasa four times a day. that's just impractical and mean.
The steroids will also be nice to quit - though i will miss my muscles haha. They make me feel messy, in a rush, zonked, and drunk all at once. (The in a rush one is the worst, trust me. You feel ridiculous when you do everything twice as fast as you normally would, and you just mess up a lot)
I'm so tired, i feel like i'm on my 8th wind. fell asleep in class today - i think. i'm not sure if i was sleeping, but i have pieces of my notes missing and i don't really remember much of anything. i think i was sleeping, or very close to it. And i work tomorrow morning, so no sign of getting much sleep until, uh, monday? full weekend, which is fine, but i'm going to be close to falling on my face until then. hopefully i can hang on. writing a blog probably isn't the best use of my time at this point, considering the massive nutrition exam i have on sunday night over a million words i've never heard or used before (polysaccharides?!?) should be a fun time for all.
blogs aren't supposed to be this long. shoot
i messed it up already
more later, mom :)
jen