today is the day that we "graduate" from our teacher boot camp.  all i can say is, i'm so glad that today is friday.  i'm already beginning to question my body's ability to keep up.  i refuse to play the crohn's card and say that i can't, but i am constantly wondering if this is good for my body to even try - if this makes normal people exhausted, what makes me think i'll be able to survive??  it's not even just about getting enough sleep, it's this weird, internal exhaustion that sinks into my bones.  i don't know if it's gotten worse since the remicaid, or if my life has just gotten busy, but i have serious questions as to whether or not by body will be able to cope with the demands.  but, i refuse to quit without giving it a year (or however it takes until i'm admitted into the hospital two or three times).  

lincoln tomorrow - relaxing day with nora and the kids and hopefully some other lincoln friends.  sunday is the day guero and i start helping out at church with the wee ones. i'm excited but wondering if this is one more thing i'm adding to my plate.  in any case i feel like i need to serve more and it won't be every week - i think 2 on 6 off is how they're running it.  

next week is curriculum development and decorating the room(s).  should give me some time to really go over my lessons and solidify the first week and hopefully find out who i'm co-teaching with (?) i heard yesterday that i might not be co-teaching after all. if that's the case, i'd like to know what the class is about...sometime soon.

also, phone broke last night. hopefully i can get one today. i don't even care what it looks like as long as it works. 

jen